Road Block

My life is a constant series of ups and downs.  Right now is a current downward slope, it seems.  I honestly am at a little bit of a loss for words, and would really just like to request prayers.  The confusion surrounding my feelings about this mission is mind numbing and the doubt that the devil has been placing on my heart is discouraging.  Please pray that the Lord will put my heart and mind at ease and that I may feel assurance to continue my journey.